I HATE EVERYTHING ! ): I MISSED THOSE DAYS , CAN I HAVE IT ALL BACK ?

Hi everyone (:
I'm here back to blog again .
Don't know why ,
I just feel like blogging all of a sudden .
Maybe my precious blog is the only one I can spit out all my feelings to ?
I don't know .

I wanna cut what had happened recently short ,
I really have no mood to write all those stupid things .
Went to Lot 1 to have lunch with Jiaxin & laogong on Monday ,
was shocked that I saw alot of people :D
I saw Ginny orange laopo at first , then I saw Sok Meng .
I saw Glenndon that idiot :x
I saw Yuin Ping baobei sunshine ! I saw Yanhan aiai , I saw esther babe (:
I saw Sabrina sweetheart , Winnie marshmallow . & loads loads more !
Took neoprints with Jiaxin , Ginny & Belinda .
Not really satisifed with it -.-
Because I looked damn retarded and stupid in it ,
but Jiaxin said that it's cute . Well , I don't know.
Went to yew tee's mac to have lunch with Jiaxin yesterday ,
didn't saw any of the people we knew .
Went to Lot 1 again to have lunch with Jiaxin ,
and yes . Again -.-
Took neoprints with her ,
there's new neoprint machine in pretty in pink (:
The buttons are all spoiled ,
getting damn fed up pressing the buttons .
That's why all the backgrounds appeared to be pink .
Had a long time decorating the neoprint ,
decorated for about 15 minutes ?
Yeah , as there were no time limit at all [:

I'm getting real tired of life now ,
I just wanna end my life quickly .
I tried to stay happy today ,
to prevent from letting anyone worrying about me .
And I did it (:
But who knows how am I feeling actually ?
I finally understand , how am I going to hide my feelings .
And I'm going to do it for the next few days ,
I don't want anyone to know how I felt .
Everything's terrible ! Yes INDEED very terrible ):
If only time could rewind ,
all these things would not had happened .
I really missed those days alot ,
can I have it all back ? ):
Beautiful memories kept on flowing through my mind ,
I can't seemed to face the reality now .
It's all my fault ,
for not cherishing you , and doesn't love you as much as you do .
All the problem lies with me ,
I'm sorry for everything that I did .
Do I have the chance to spend the rest of my life with you again ?
Feelings didn't fade at all ,
I still love you as much as I do all these whiles .
I just can't figure out what's wrong !
Everyone thought that I had think too much ,
but this is totally wrong !
I don't want everything to end just like this ,
the ending depends on you ,
you choose it .
I'm very very very very depressed now ,
just feel like jumping down & everything will end .
I suck , bloody me . Fuck !

I love Wei Jie da hao ren ,
I love Jermine darling ,
I love Grace apple pie ,
and other people who cared for me .
Don't worry about me alright .

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Sometimes I really do wonder ,
will all these not happen at all ,
if we're not together .
And did I chose the wrong decision last time ;
to hurt him so much .
I hate everything !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!